Recently, I woke up about three o'clock from a nightmare from hell! My body was covered with clammy sweat despite it being 40 degrees outside! My heart was pounding so hard in my chest I thought I was having a heart attack!

I dreamed about every shameful, guilty thing I'd ever done. (and a whole bunch I never did!) It just went on and on and on!

It's like I'm having a life review, yea...like a really BAD one!

I even dreamed about some old guy I dated 20 years ago! (I felt shame about that too!)

Somehow, the guy had died or been killed and was wrapped up in some shroud, hidden away in an unused bedroom. (Don't know why we never smelled him stinking' as he had been there for several days!)

Oh Lordy! I was trying to bury his body in the backyard! My brothers and even my mom agreed that the best thing to do was to bury him deep and hope nobody ever came looking for him!

In the dream...

I felt guilty and shame about things I didn't even do, and then when I finally went back to sleep the shame dreams continued!

I dreamed all the way back to when I'm a little 4 year old girl, and I discovered that if you touch your tee tee in a certain way, it feels cotten-pickin' good.

Kinda tingly!

For some reason, I knew that if my mama caught me touching my privates that I would be in so much trouble.

More Guilt, more shame!

So of course, I woke up again. It's one of those dreams that you just go back into.

I'm praying, God help me. I'm feeling guilty about stuff I never even even thought about doing, and I'm sure it's because of this program I got coming up. (The 2025 Forecast)

Here is how it all fits together...

Just a couple days ago...Spirit said to me: "Rebecca, you need to create a healing pyramid made of the rare gem Spinel." My friend Lana had told me about this very rare jewel that is sought after my collectors worldwide.

The Emperial State Crown of England features a 14th century Spinel, raw and uncut at. 170 Karots

Ok...back to the story!

Earlier that day, I had created the Healing Spinel Pyramid to use with a friend who needed healing.

Now, in the depth of the night and my unbearable burden of dream-induced guilt and shame...it was time to use it on my own despair.

Spirit guided me to call the Spinel Pyramid and start to spin it. As I followed guidance, the pyramid took on a life of it's on! It started spinning and sucking all the horrible guilt and shame right out of me until I felt as light as a feather!

I slept peacefully the rest of the night and woke feeling as if I had lost 50 pounds of clingy, stagnant desperate energy!

I woke singing and full of joyful energy!

My husband asked me..."What in the world happened to you last night? You sat straight up screaming and whacked the daylights out of me!" (I do not remember any of this)

I explained the dream and that I must have been defending myself from accusers!

I guess the strange thing about the dream is my mom was there with all my brothers, and they all agreed that we should bury this body in the backyard.

Now, how did he die?

We don't know. Nobody knew. Did somebody else kill him?

We don't know, but we were sure going to cover it up hoping WE WOULD NOT BE BLAMED!

I think the dream also referred to "Hiding things and Hidden shame" Interesting that my mom and brothers were in the dream trying to help me hide the body!

And I think that relates to hiding things, that we have been MADE to feel shame about!

Like when I was 11 years old, and this Minister friend of my parents pretended he was sent to give me a ride home from school...then tried to fondle my teeny barely budding breasts, I felt mortified and so much shame! (I was taught that ministers can do no wrong)

When I told my mom about the incident, she said, "Shhhh....Don't tell anybody, just don't go near him again."

Of course that response made me feel even more ashamed and guilty like it was ME who did something wrong!

Now, Thanks to this Spinel spinning pyramid, I woke up feeling so free. I KNEW that experience was for a reason!

This is why I am including a "Spinel Spinning Pryamid Shame Smasher" session in the 2025 Forecast program! (try saying THAT real fast ten times!)

Many don't know this but I often have to go through rough things myself in order to teach it from a place of Absolute KNOWING!

Can you imagine how free you would feel if you had 50 pounds of energetic shame, guilt, blame and remorse sucked out of you in one session?

I Know the 2025 Forecast participants will benefit greatly from having this amazing healing included!

If you want to know what's happening for you in 2025...you want to take this program: 2025 Forecast!